The time has come... everyone will be moving in to "the House" this next week. It's a little wierd that I'm not...There are some good things, you know like I can go home when things get wierd.There just still this huge part of me that just wants to be involved. It's not that I don't feel involved (I've been volunteered to move everyone since I'm off all next week) It's just the relization that every room is already filled and I'm not in any of them. I don't know how this will end or how it will look by the time I'm ready to move... but I guess god has a plan and its not up to me to question. I know that I want my own room, my own space and as of right now thats not an option.

I've decided to run away for a couple of days since I am on "vacation" so I'm going out to the T BAR ranch to get away from all that is life here. I guess I'll probally go either monday or tuesday for a couple of days. It'll be nice to run and hide far away from here.