Wednesday, February 19, 2003

just a couple of things:
I normally don't ever get to invloved in whats going on around me you know like politics or "war". I know I know I need to be more aware and involved. but quite frankly I've never been to inerested. Not that I'm a flake or dumb blond but I just normally don't have an oppinion when it comes to stuff like that. unfortunatly I have been forced in to caring this time around due to my lil brother being shiped out. ofcorse because of this little fact I'm not to thrilled that we're going to war and wish that there was a way out. as I spoke to my mom today I told her about the billions of people here in Austin that protested I heard her say that "we'll if we don't go there, they'll come here" now don't get me wrong my mom in no way wants her youngest son to go to the far distant lands of God only knows where. but she's ot exactly against the war either. I don't understand!! In my small (very small) opinion that is based on nothing other than my feelings (considering that i never keep up with any of this) I say no more war!!! what are "WE" gaining from it other than emotionally disturbed 21 year old boys that come home afterward?

on a lighter note:
for some odd reason I started to look through one of my old high school year books. Bad idea! not only did I see faces and names that I'd rather not remember for as long as i live but then I saw my "old" friends you the ones. the people you "we'll be friends forever" and then never see again after graduation. Then ofcorse theres always the missed "oppertunity's" as in the boy you never spoke to or the "good friend" that you always had a crush on but could never bring your self to risk the friendship. I wa reading some of the things peopl wrote and amoung the "see you next year" and "have a good summer" "K.I.T." there was one from a friend that was really more of just an aquiantance. He was this guy that I had thought was "SOOOO CUTE" the whole year but I also thought that he never go for a nerd like me. anyway he "I'm going to miss you next year since I'll be off at college and you'll still be stuck in this hell hole. :) well call me OK :)" and then his phone # Ok I'm thinking why the hell did I never call this guy?
GOOD NIGHT

Sunday, February 16, 2003

I've had a good week so far lots of work, but its been enjoyable.

my life is pretty boring no real profound thoughts

and I can't spell


I read Tuesdays with Morrie by Mitch Albom

Good Book

that's it good night