I was offered the world today!!!

even better I was offered to share it with a certain someone.

My life is good right now I have great friends, and a semi good job. I think mostly I just feel good about myself. I like were I am. I like feeling special and Loved. I like that people notice when I'm not around and really miss me. I like that I can see Their face light up when they see me. It feels good and I don't want that feeling to go away!!

for those of you that don't know I have a huge crush on this guy (I know that sounds very 3rd grade of me) everyone tells me I should ask him out, but I can't. I can't risk being rejected! what if he has a girlfriend or worse what if he just doesn't like me? Why is it that we always build walls around us to keep us safe. I wonder if it's not those same walls that keep us alone.