I have a friend that likes to ask those really annoying hard questions that no one like to ask or answer. And although we often laugh and tease her for asking those questions, we all know that , those are the questions that we NEED to ask and answer. She's a good friend the kind that really cares.

so the latest of these hard to answer questions was "whats making you grow" to rephrase it would be... "What in your life is making you, or encouraging you to grow, or reach toward God?"

You see I thought I was pretty comfortable in life right now I thought that for the first time in quite a long time I was really where I needed to be.

But now I question my self ... I'm I just sitting still in my comfy place not going any where? what is in my life that makes me want more?....

I go to church and I love it I really enjoy the people that are there and I've got 2 of the coolest "pastors" you could ask for...But I still haven't commited to anything!

I have a community with my friends. Which I love. They have always been there for me when I need them.

But what makes me want more? Do I need to want more?
who is God to me? Is he really my "friend" if so shouldn't I want to hang out with Him more than I do?
....but why is it so hard for me to just "hang out" with Him?.......

wow!! check it out I got it all to work!!! I did something last night that completly screwed it up and I couldn't even post any thing but! but have no fear I figured it out and it all works now :)

OK I'm done for tonight!! My mom is coming to see my tomarrow :) yeah happy day!!

Ok so good news I finnally figured out how to get my links on the side(thank you Shannon) .... but I lost my archives in the process?! not quite sure how that all happend but give me some time I'll figure it out.

WOW !!!! Wabi Sabi has come to an end and it was amazing! I was a bit negitive going in to it I'm not sure why?! I just wasn't looking forward to hanging out with a bunch a of "Christians" ALL weekend.

I was wrong...I loved every minute I loved meeting new people and getting to know old aquaintances and seeing some wonderful old friends that I love dearly

the house party last night was the best!! I expirenced worship like I have never before: completly amazing!!!
I haven't really collected all my thoughts but I will blog again soon. this time I'll do my best :)

Sorry I never got back on how the show went... but it was great you could read all about it on Nathans blog