while in the waiting room at the hospital on Saturday, my aunt had the nerve to tell me (in a round about way) that I was not succesful or accomplished because I am the old age of 24 and have yet to be married with kids. needless to say I went off I stated that my self worth does not lie in a man, or my dependency on another. I also stated that she should be even more proud that I am a 24 year virgin (yes I said virgin) that is self reliant and have an identity of my own. because I'm nice person I didn't mention the fact that by the time she was 24 she had already been married atleast 3 times and had abandon 3 of her kids.

What I did not mention was that just earlier that week I had a lil bit of a depression spell (lasted less than an hour don't worry) because I am 24 and have never been in a serious relationship. all the girly things went through my mind you know the whole whats wrong with me? why does no one want to love me? will I be alone forever? blah blah blah!!!!!

Why has society made it a taboo to be single? why is it some thing that people feel sorry for you about? I think that 24 is still young and I have my whole life ahead of me why is it such a bad thing tat I'm single? am I soposed to get in to a dead end relationship just so that I can say that I have had one? is my life not complete by just being me or do I have to have a "significant other" to be whole?

I'm glad that I can depend on me!!

good night all I love you

Well so I lied! sorry my lil brother is still in Co. but will be leaving soon.

I just relized the other day that I don't ever have anything happy or cheery on my blog!? which if you know me you know that that is odd. I'm usually a very happy person. So I was going to write an entire blog that was happy :) but I changed my mind....one happy thing is that grampa is doing good and should be able to go home soon :) I've had a good day today and plan on haveing a good week!! :)

see an entire happy post :)